Sat 28 Jun 2008

Saroya loves this new hat. But where did it come from?
Do you ever feel bombarded by media? I do. However you are, you should be different.
If you have light hair you should darken it, if you have dark hair you should lighten it.
Shyness is some crime against humanity and viewed with suspicion. Will I be socially
acceptable if I am thin, extroverted, and enjoy alcohol & caffeine, and baseball?
In grad school I took a series of psychological ‘tests’, many of them art-based since that’s what I was studying. I distinctly remember one of the statements from a personality inventory: does not respond favorably to anything that can be construed as a command. Hey! As much as I dislike tests and attempts to categorize people, I rather liked that result. It also suggested that I was out of step with the norms of the culture, probably a foreigner. Ha! I liked that one too.
Except guess what? Maybe propaganda is taking its toll. Maybe I’m becoming a conformist. Because here’s the thing: I want to think outside the box!

I tried a couple times, unsuccessfully, to get my sister Kim interested in Blythe dolls. And then one day, whilst speaking with her on the phone, I tried again. She was at her computer and saw many photos from eBay and Flickr. She admired one doll, then another. And then it happened: she saw her girl. There was a rush of excitement. She oohed & aahed, and couldn’t stop looking at photos of Cloud 9 Bowl. She phoned me all agog several times that day; Cloud 9 Bowl was all she could think of! What have I done?! She had even selected a name for her girl already!

What could I do? I had my heart set on Ebony. She was one of the least expensive Blythe dolls, and then a few weeks later when I was ready to give her a home, there were no Ebonys to be found! Now when Ebony infrequently shows up for sale, she is prohibitively expensive. I dreaded the thought of this happening with Cloud 9 Bowl. What did I get myself into?! I felt some sisterly obligation to ensure Kim would have her doll. I know, this would be her Christmas present!

Hello..?
Lilah Rae is patiently awaiting December when she can be extricated from the confines of her packaging. I took a peek at her; she is absolutely adorable. I confess to having some covetous thoughts of keeping her for myself! And now my sister will be visiting. And now it seems cruel to keep Lilah Rae shut up inside her box. I have decided to enact a little time traveling and conjure the spirit of Christmas in June.

Is there anybody out there?










